Every expert says this is the most dangerous time. You have crossed the man who has stolen your life. His rage is volcanic; his hurt, vast and eternal.
You flinch at every sound; look back at everyone walking behind you. Is it him?
This is what millions of Americans are feeling now that they have left their abuser, Donald Trump.
As The Guardian noted this week: “Think about the temper tantrums, the refusal to accept reality, mood swings, fear of reprisal and a sense of looming danger: all are hallmarks of controlling and abusive behaviour. Whether we like it or not, we’re all trapped in an abusive relationship with Trump at the moment.”
That same piece said it will take time for the effects to wear off. And I must say my world seems oddly silent since Trump lost on November 3rd. It took him three weeks, until yesterday, in fact, to answer questions from the media for the first time since the election, and he’s basically been in hiding, in a monumental sulk, since. Scarily silent.
Back in June, I wrote about how a lockdown traps thousands of women in their homes with their abusers, and how we should treat women’s shelters as both essential services and front-line workers during the pandemic. Yes, it’s bad to have a local restaurant go under; it’s much worse to have a local women’s shelter shut its doors.
But now that Toronto is into its second lockdown, with the weather ahead getting worse and not better like it was in June, the prospects for these women are even more dire. As one abuse hotline worker said: “[This time] women were calling with really limited opportunity to talk. It meant going to the bathroom to call, going into a closet.”
The second lockdown is twice as hard on women’s shelters as well. Social distancing has effectively cut their number of beds in half, and the number of women calling for help has doubled. The Assaulted Women’s Helpline usually gets 4,000 calls a month; now, that’s doubled. I got on to their website to learn more and the first thing to pop up was this: “Safety Alert: Your computer can be monitored by your abuser and is impossible to clear your tracks completely. If you are afraid your internet activity might be monitored, call the Assaulted Women’s Helpline, free at 1-866-863-0511 or TTY 1-866-863-7868,” followed by advice on how to Hide Your Tracks.
A national survey released this week by Women’s Shelters Canada revealed that the abuse of women rose in frequency during the pandemic. During the first lockdown which began in March, six in ten shelters reported a decrease in calls for help. From June to October, “as soon as things started up again, we see a huge increase in crisis calls and requests for admittance,” said Krys Maki, the research and policy manager for Women’s Shelters Canada.
Worse still, during the first lockdown, there was a rise in both violence against women and the severity of that violence. These include more physical attacks resulting in broken bones, strangulation and stabbings.
So if you’re looking for a way to help out in the pandemic, think of the women newly-trapped or re-trapped at home with their abusers and the shelters who are a desperate phone call away. Here’s a list of women’s shelters in Toronto and I urge you to donate to the one closest to you. If you’re from outside Toronto, a similar list in your city is just a Google search away.
Abuse is not a problem that money alone can solve. But giving money sure beats doing nothing. Because while most of us are counting the days until the vaccine comes, for thousands of women in Canada, it won’t save them.
12 thoughts on “The Plague-Ground – What Happens When You Finally Leave Your Abuser”
My heart races just reading this important update, Bob. It behooves is all to offer whatever support we can to victims of abuse!
and yet, 70mil voted for the abuser.
Yup, they did. and their denial is mind-boggling on so many fronts. I don’t want to speak too soon, but his power seems to be waning every day.
Thanks for drawing attention to this huge, hidden problem, Bob.
Interesting comparison. I used to work at Interval House; thanks for bringing this to our attention.
Hi Jane. We’re still in hiding up north where there is one — ONE — women’s shelter in the entire county!
While Toronto isn’t heaven, it’s not as badly underserved as outside the GTA. Cheers and love. Bob
Reading the list of women’s shelters in Toronto, it would be hard to not be struck by how long it is, which speaks volumes and is heartbreaking. I added my support to one I was previously unfamiliar with. Thank you for your post.
Jane — Yes, the list is shockingly long, as is the list of food banks. Different problem’, same denial. Cheers. Bob
I have a friend in Connecticut who grew up in Ottawa and I send along your “plague-ground” writings to her. She enjoys them so much – as I do – and she loves getting a Canadian perspective on things, written so well.
Is there a way she can receive them directly?
With ever thanks for your interesting missives,
P,S, I wonder if Melania will be able to leave the abuser? Or if she’ll even want to?
Diana — Many thanks for sending along the blogs to your friend. Just e-mail me her name and e-mail address
and we will add her to our list. My email is email@example.com.
Cheers and thanks again.
Abusers come in all shapes, sizes and genders. Stereotyping one form of abuser slows down our ability to understand and then deal with the opportunity to purposefully change society.
Alan – Agree entirely. At this level, there’s no difference between a Catholic Priest or an American President./ Cheers. Bob